025.

this morning i had a dream.

i cant remember it exactly.

but i do remember my big bro being in it.

in fact it was a very amusing memory of him.

i woke from this dream in tears.

and i don't mean like haha tears.

full blown sobbing tears, for abt a good 30 min.

not b.c anything happened to him in the dream or anything.

but b.c i miss him soooooooo much.

and i guess this dream helped me to realize.

i haven't seen my big brother since like 2006.

he's been living in thailand and goes to japan every now and then.

i know he's doing whatever it is that he has to do.

but i just wish he would come home.

or i wish i could go there.

on another note.

i wish boyfriends of my friends.

would stop being such fucking idiots.

before they end up losing one of the best things to ever happen to them.

with that being said I'm off to make some breakfast.

p.s, you make me smile although you wont come with me to central park.

024.

soo my b-day was this past weekend.

and it was hands down the best one in a few years.

despite a road block in our night.

which you will see soon enuff.

the night was spent with some of my closest.

a few were missing.

we did mexican.

and then a few of us did hookah.

heres a few pics from the night.

they go in order of hookah to dinner.

oh its just the b-day girl.

lap dances > b-day sex.

snoop dogg jr.

finally did it right.

bull!

jajajaja!

ze girlies.

ze boys, i hate marco.

spoons!

shouldnt fall asleep arnd ppl.

the survey.

never a normal pic.

bill number 2, the "fixed" one, this was in fact the road block in our night.

$632.24 for some tacos, word?

big sis.

shannnnnnie! o.d throw back homie.

tashhhhh, she da bess.

lmaoo, naes why u peeing on ureself?

and im the alchy? yea righttt.

naes, always will be my fav power ranger.

dis my hero.

023.

so this 4th of july was most def the best and the worst one i ever had.

i spent it with awesome friends.

tons of laughs and all that good stuff.

i decided from jump that i was gonna do everything in my power to get drunk for the 1st time.

and boy did i.

i had so much to drink its not even funny.

but it was oh so good.

except for absolut mandarin.

that shxt is abolutely disgusting.

the fireworks we had were ass tho.

and one of them almost killed me and tiffany.

i got a lil too drunk and emotions started to flow.

i admitted something to arion that under normal circumstances i prolly wouldnt have.

but w.e its out in the open now.

i had the WORST EVER HANGOVER TODAY.

i promise you this i will NOT get that drunk again.

EVER.

yo, i really wanna see "my sister's keeper".

but no one i know wants to see it.

7days till my bday.

10days till HARRY POTTER.