046.

my mom.

my moms makes me feel like a failure and worthless at least a few days a week.

no one really understands either.

i've talked to one or 2 ppl about how it makes me feel.

and both have told me i'm none of the above.

but honestly its starting to take a toll on me.

now dont get me twisted.

im not a weak minded person.

i dont have self esteem issues.

its just that when my mom is constantly telling me im a failure im starting to wonder if i really am.

but yea i guess im done being emo now.

im gonna put a smile back on my face.

and continue pretending as if everything is okay.

045.

there's a really good friend of mine that i feel like we're slowly drifting a way from eachother.

actually no i sorta feel like im being replaced.

felt that way for some time now.

sucks tho, cuz i really miss her.