046.

my mom.

my moms makes me feel like a failure and worthless at least a few days a week.

no one really understands either.

i've talked to one or 2 ppl about how it makes me feel.

and both have told me i'm none of the above.

but honestly its starting to take a toll on me.

now dont get me twisted.

im not a weak minded person.

i dont have self esteem issues.

its just that when my mom is constantly telling me im a failure im starting to wonder if i really am.

but yea i guess im done being emo now.

im gonna put a smile back on my face.

and continue pretending as if everything is okay.

045.

there's a really good friend of mine that i feel like we're slowly drifting a way from eachother.

actually no i sorta feel like im being replaced.

felt that way for some time now.

sucks tho, cuz i really miss her.

044.

i know you must hate me, for i have neglected you.

i will attempt to change that, scouts honor.

im feeling kinda lazy at the moment tho, so i'll just say....

happy new year and all that jazz.

<3.

043.

oh forgive me.

for i have neglected you for tumblr.

i is sorry.

the space jams came out today.

and this is what the hype beasts did to a foot locker.

go hard is understatement.

and this is what ny winter cause me to grace my feet with.

these are a good 4 yrs old.

but my ass kickers are faithful <3.

042.

so dinner with the girls ended up being dinner with ash and her dad.

and it was still mucho funs.

her dad=the don dada, hands down.

he gave me a lesson in cigars.

and i will forever be grateful to him for introducing me to the waffle truck.

things i come across when walking arnd with ash n her dad.

my waffle on a stick, i effing loved it.

the waffle truck.

oh man.

daughter and papa :).

ash and i.

041.

doc.

this is also why i hate nikki minaj.

exhibit A:

and julia summed up the rest of it best:

Dear Nicki Minaj,

I thought about liking you …I really did. But bitch, now you’ve got albinos trying to emulate you …and that’s where I draw the line. With your autistic rap skills, pink tracks, possible butt pads, and prepubescent voice …I just don’t see where you and I would work out. Maybe I’m just not “up on game”, “doin’ shit but hatin’”, or “ready for the new revolution of music” …which is cool … ‘cause hussy, if YOU’RE the future of music …bitch, I’m trying to get a blast from the past.
Fuck yo couch.
Sincerely,
Julia R.

040.

number 27 came in so easy!

matsui for MVP couldnt be any better.

he more than deserved it.

and will be getting all the jap vajayjay tonight.

tis all.