056.

dear hs neesha,

i know life seems difficult now but i promise, it gets way harder.

the heartache hurts more, you become colder and more stressed out.

so enjoy it now while its simpler and easy.

while you’re young carefree and fun.

dont worry about that guy you like, theres plenty more.

dont stress the party your mom wouldnt let you go to, there always another.

stop worrying about your hair and join the swimming team, you’re gonna miss being able to swim whenever soon.

join the tennis team sooner.

i know you’re doc said you had to but dont give up dancing entirely, its a big part of you.

i know you’re “enjoying” hs right now but it has a lot more to offer you.

find it and take advantage.

tbc…..

.055

my current young  crush.

i watch these because i love dancing.

but he sure is easy on the eyes.

054.

HAPPPPPPYYYYYYYY THANKSGIVINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG EVERYONE!
i hope yours was as enjoyable as mine.
as i type this im on to my -insert number here- glass of wine, i lost count of how many.
this type is called sweet bitch, uncle tony loves saying it and he says it with so much conviction.
i did things a little different this year, instead of going to grandmas house in the bronx i kept in in queens and came to my cousins house.
it was way smaller than im used to but super cozy.
we have to be up super early to run errands for the birthday boys party tomorrow night.
the feast, as you will see below was amazing.
my plate of food stood NOT A CHANCE, NONE AT ALL.
im just happy right now and its time for dessert :)!
till next time.

053.

todays millys birthdayyyyyyyyy.
we had a little surprise party for her and she really enjoyed herself.
me,tara, and fay have been in millys bed almost all day.
we finally just made breakfast and we all retired to millys room again.
i dont want to make this trip back to queens.
i just really hate being home.
im so unhappy there.
its worse now that my mom is home on recovery.
being home all day with her just...ugh no, cant deal.
newho this is supposed to not be my personal blog so i'll leave it at that.
till next time.

052.

already july and my 1st update of the year.
summer has been pretty good to me.
my 22nd birthday was pretty legit.
mufdi threw me a birthday bbq, it was supposed to be on the beach but due to the rain we had it in my backyard.
which turned out for the better because even more people got to come.
i had such a lovely time.
partied a bit.
i went to VA with my girls; mickey, milly and ebony.
i got to see my navy boy.
god did i ever miss him.
there are pics but i've been so lazy with uploading them.
till next time.

051.

this entry will be my ode to summer 2010.

my summer started on july 4th.

the day i met the people i spent most if not all of my summer with.

quite the awesome bunch and full of talented people.

we pretty much just lamped but the days were epic one way or another.

got drunk a lot.

got high for the 1st time.

turned 21 :).

had my heartbroken for good shortly before my 21st bday.

LA beauty sammie came to ny to say hey.

was apart of the awesome project that was chahlie's music video.

and one of marv's stop motions.

went to MOTHERFUCKING ROCK THE BELLS.

epic it was.

dj premier, slick rick the ruler, rakim the god mc, krs-one and bdp, lauryn hill, ATCQ, and the WU......we left right before snoop came one, he just took too damn long and we were past tired.

didnt get to travel like i wanted to, but eff it i had a damn good summer.

pics and vids below..sorry about all the different sizes of the pics.

New York,One Luv.
stop motion done by marvin aka Simplydop3.


Ace Da Vinci- The Peace Song
video done by marvin aka SimplyDop3

the night i got high.

q-tip!

method man, mmm daddeh.

ms.lauryn hill.

slick rick the ruler.

marvinator and myself at rock the bells.

cappadonna...ghostface killa...raekwon the chef @ rock the bells.

the ppl i spent most of summer with, not all at the same time, but in groups.

sammie takes ny.

chahlie on the phone.

my lesbians <3.

gurlfran <3.

drunk with jack.

050.

a month since my last one?

horrible.

especially since i've had things to post about.

but i'll just post about my most recents.

turned 21 last monday.

i didnt do much which is fine with me.

had some cake with the girls at 5ptz.

then some dinner.

and sean got me a flask.

aka i got exactly what i wanted-cake, friends, and a flask-, minus one thing.

didnt drink or party, because i didnt want to.

but going to the beer garden is on my list of to-do's now.